there's peace finally
i'm glad
a wake-up call
i gota practice some self-appreciation
you played me
but i gota thank you
what you did wasn't nice
but it was right for me
albeit
a painful blessing in disguise

A single smile
A tiny gesture
A subtle glance
A gentle touch
Says it all.

Because of fear of loneliness, we seek for companionship
Because countless disappointments in fruitless search, we learn to make company with solitude
Because of this complied behavior, we learn to appreciate its value
Because of this enlightened appreciation, we find empowerment in independence.


I'm giving up.
I'm abandoning the search.
I'm empowering myself
from the shackles of aversion of loneliness
I'll be fine.

He always seems so far out
Stoning or thinking; it's indiscernible
The Mystery draws my attention
Like a persistent moth dazed by the bright lights
The strong pull towards the unknown
Drives the intrinsic desire to unlock the mysterious him
But it may all be fairy tale after all.

Under the deep blue skies
I lay on the rich green grass
Lazily counting the cotton candy clouds
Till I got so lost in them...
The world falls behind me
The sweet scent of freedom is near
Back to the wild, carefree, away from worries and anxiety
Back to basics...

Putpockets n.--Former pickpockets giving back

USGAE: "Visit to London always have to be on the lookout for pickpockets, but now there's another, more positive phenomenon on the loose--putpockets. Aware that people are suffering during the economic crisis, 20 former pickpockets are now trawling London's tourist sites slipping money back into unsuspecting pockets."
--Reuters, Aug. 19 2009

Aint that sweet......
Like Free Hugs on the streets

I'll be right here missing you.
In fact I'm missing you right this moment.
I'm hurting.
Badly.
You're the tiny joy in my life that never failed to brighten up my day
Just by looking at ur cute,funny little tactics
Made me really happy.
Your tiny little presence
Aided me while I was in depression.
You've been wonderful.
May you rest in peace...
This song is dedicated to you; bye bye by mariah carey. Tc!

i feel the energy crawling back in me.
like how the sun rises each morning.
no more sunset, energy diminishing experiences.
no, i won't let that happen to me.
no more.
i've regained my vigor.
recovered sunny me.

so so tired.
physically? emotionally?
im not so sure of myself anymore.

so so tired.
physically? emotionally?
im not so sure of myself anymore.

"Life is a state of mind.
What is your state of mind now...?"

"..happy people are sexy"

Totally agree.

Blows me away... Wonder if the whole effect would be changed if the face is changed...?


Love this<3.


And my email is hacked, hijacked and spammed.
Contact list completely deleted.
Fingers crossed that windows live could recover all my contacts...
Duno wats wrong with the comp. Kept scanning my comp...
Im freakin out....

Just read a fren's msg to me.
She wrote it at the back of a book she gave me on my birthday.
So touched.
Muacks :)) lov ya.

The time will come
when, with elation
you will greet yourself arriving
at your own door, in your own mirror
and each will smile at the other's welcome,

and say, sit here. Eat.
You will love again the stranger who was your self.
Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart
to itself, to the stranger who has loved you

all your life, whom you ignored
for another, who knows you by heart.
Take down the love letters from the bookshelf,

the photographs, the desperate notes,
peel your own image from the mirror.
Sit. Feast on your life. - Derek Walcott

Distance brings people together while Proximity repels.
Come too close and all you see is just tiny, minuscule, ugly jagged edges.
The portrait viewed from afar always seems so astoundingly beautiful.
I hope I have not changed the course the moment I made the decision.
Fingers crossed.